The Leap

She leaps forward,
her hands run
through this nothingness..

This freedom she wanted
was there, right there.
In front of her.
She was living her dream
Only to find,
being trapped was her freedom.
Her dreams were a lie!

The past
that bothered her so much,
suddenly seemed beautiful.
This new world
that she wanted to explore
seemed confining!
Those narrow passages suddenly seemed wide enough-
wide enough for her.
She wanted nothing more.

Right there!
Then and there!
She knew what she wanted..
No! It was nothing NEW.
All she ever wanted was a realization
-Realization that her life was already perfect.
She was seeking the impossible,
She was seeking more than perfect.

..but may be..
may be she was going through this all
'cause she could never believe that
She could find perfection in the very first step
'cause may be
She never thought she was lucky enough
-to never have to feel heart break.
In her twisted logic,
she was fascinated
-by sadness!
She craved imperfection
She craved complication!

She wasn't made for the cliche
She hated straight or simple
-She thought
and yet..
She seeked comfort
in the Easy!
She relied on comfort
and complained..
Her life wasn't good enough!
all that she ever did
Was complain!